Just Thinking

Why can't I find a women to love, a women as beautiful as a dove. Why can't I find to hold, to keep my heart from going cold. Why am I always to shy to say, wow,you really look pretty today. why am I always so lonely and sad, can't remember many good times i've. Why don't I have very much hope, mabey tomorrow i'll be able to cope. Why do I have so many fears, that I have felt for so many years. Why do I sometimes wish for my death, can't wait til I take my final breath. Why can't I find a really good friend, that will be there for me til the end.