Just Once More

Just one more time to lay next to you to feel your love and know it's true Arms encircling the one I so love To kiss your lips Like paradise above To be alive once more And not in this vegetative state To feel one last passion With the one I so adore But like a wasted stamp On a letter long unsent Within words I hoped would show My love is truely eternal There is no way I'd go But somehow, Like a misdirected letter Our plans, they ran aground My dreams so deep, so shattered To miss the one I'd found So, in a coma of numbed pain I live and often wonder why I see now only darkness Where others see blue sky I look at your old pictures Read old letters that you sent My heart does start to ache To where and why you went Where you are, I often wonder And cry myself to sleep I only hope you realize Just how my love was deep I hope that you are happy Fulfilled, with all you crave I'll carry this heavy love Into my final grave.