Just Afraid of Goodbye

weeks go by and i still haven't done it haven't said those words haven't let go weeks have gone by with these thoughts haunting my mind friends ask, and i say no they give me that look but they just don't know but then again neither do i i don't know why i cant say goodbye why cant i end this dead end relationship before it hurts me more do i like the pain? or am i too afraid to go too afraid to say no to my hungry heart too afraid to leave the one thing i had never had before but desired so much too afraid to have to try again i am afraid to say goodbye even though i know i should its the best thing for both of us because together it just doesn't work we should move on leave this in the past but i'm just too afraid and desperate to leave you behind with just a goodbye