Jealousy

I'm sick to my stomach watching you hold her and caress her hair I won’t say a word trying to be pleasant, keeping my mouth shut Inside I long for that smile the one you use to give me.. I still see that smile aiming at her eyes sparkling like never before and mine tearing up as I turn away in disgust. Thinking of that time when you held me when you cared you were my prince charming I still smile at that memory then her face pops up in my mind as reality takes its place you don’t even notice me anymore it will never be like it was before…