January 28th

I sit here in the darkness of my own personal hell, Unable to chase away the black cloud that consumes me, Hurting everyone around me who cares about me, Hurting myself to try to get through the pain and be strong The darkness controls me as my body struggles to be free as well as my mind, But my heart controls my body and mind And my heart is ruled by the black cloud, My vision is impaired by the darkness surrounding me, My mind is racing with a million evil thoughts, And my body has lost all strength to go on, My mind plots ways to end it all, My body feels the self-inflicted harm, But my heart won't let me go, The black cloud won't let me go, It wishes to keep me in the darkness of my own personal hell forever!