Ja You Are So Right

What temprate joy began with Such afterglow took away Once forensic dissertation dismantling the evidence sends When massaged vanity and guily platitudes are subsidised overcome by inertial reality As fraud is replaced and integrity lost Pondering the cost of what was gained was lost And comes with no return policy But speaking personally from the here what right have i to complain If yes that is my signature my name undersigned in the contract Was i not duty bound to have read the small print before putting pen to paper and held account responsible for my own actions Because wanted it so much a willing accomplice was i to be turn a blind eye and overlook the lie Until it was patently pointed out to me that a hollow victory however fleeting only lasts a while But a stain is permanent and remains on one's record for life Sold for merely 30 pieces of control Which then became priceless and unattainable to buy back or own Until it rears it's ugly head being abused in some random advertising advert campaign The final insult nail in the coffin thinking What have i done What did i do Why couldn't i just have waited Why was i not blessed with patience