Its Old

It seems as if you make me cry More than you make me smile You make me sad and mad More than you make me glad You fill me with rage More and more in each stage You make me miserable Like I'm the one who's terrible It seems like its nothing to you Maybe you don't see the damage you do Or you might ignore it Or just don't want to see me express it Does it scare you? For something to go wrong? For there to be an obstacle? For nothing to be the way its supposed to be? Holding it in makes it build Build and build Till it can't grow anymore Till it is to much to hold Till all you want to do is explode But not saying anything you implode And no one you have told And this relationship has grown cold You feel nothing And we have become strangers And I am just a distraction In your busy schedule You won't want to waste anymore time on me After a while I'll bore you, you see But till the time I'll let you be Just tell me, When you stop thinking of me