It's Not Easy

I slit my wrist To ease the pain Its not easy Feeling this way You don't know You don't understand You never will I don't need your hand I try to hide it Hide it from you Easing the pain Why hurt you too It's all this pain The reason why Every night I lay and cry I slit my wrist To ease the pain It's not easy Feeling this way Nobody cares I'm all alone I'm torn apart My hearts a stone You walk by You don't see All this pain I hold within me A fake smile Upon my face To hide the pain All in one place I slit my wrist To ease the pain It's not easy Feeling this way You don't know You never will I pray to God Myself to kill I'd take anything Shots to pills To ease the pain That I feel still I'd give anything World, Heart, and Soul Even my life To not feel alone I slit my wrist To ease the pain It's not easy Living this way