It's Like I'M Not Even Here...

Taking time for oneself is an option An option that we all deserve Taking time for oneself is desirous Desirous because of the needed sanity, however, Don't let that desire for sanity become a crutch A crutch leaned upon too hard Hard enough to create enough pressure Pressure that will surely become a weight Something of this magnitude Any magnitude can Can surely prove to have an effect This effect is one in regards to those around you Speaking for how I feel I feel as though this This thing called love Love that was supposed to be true Was truly nothing more then sand in an hour glass time piece You crashed then smashed what we had just because Because it didn't fulfill your materialistic desires Desires that you felt could be made to come true Your true desires you allowed someone else to tap into Now it's all said and done Done like you seem to be with me Leaving me with a broken heart A heart that loved deep and hard No justifiable explanation given You gave your posterior instead Instead of manning up and confronting me head-on Head-on would've at least allowed me to better understand In the end, you just chose to walk away Walk away like I never existed