Its Just the Beginning

You can't see... What you did to me... You just brought me closer to who I will be, I tried so hard to ignore the mistreatment, I made excuses in my mind, blamed it on your weakness, That everyone faulters, and I'm no better than you, That it was never a waste to love you, my heart was true, But I had to be honest, I remained faithful to the end, My tears were collected and then released to send, I have more faith in spirit than I do on this earth, I can see the causes, I can see the worth, He never promised it would be easy to see this way, I would choose my God over you all over again, When he calls, I will answer, I don't need to know why, I only need to remain fixed on his eyes, Will pain play a part in it? I become brave,,, Because i trust in Him, and all He has to say, I can hear you calling my name inside, I sit in silence with tears in my eyes, Past your circumstances, past your fears, When you love this deep, it calls you near, It throws out all opinions the world may have, It can make you stick out like a soar thumb, my friend,