It's All Lost

Do things of this demeanor get mirrored often?! Has all of this been one lost hope after another? I'm beginning to ask where the (heck) I've been! These thoughts are all things that make me shudder. Let me be, or hold me now, Cause' I'm no longer (messing) around! This betrayal I will not allow! I feel my emotions have been bound. Tell me you love me, As your teeth rot out! Don't you think I see?! How do you expect me not to shout? All this time I've thought of none but you and I, All the whilst it seems you've been lying. On this day of reckoning I feel I'm ready to die. On these days of lies, I've been amongst the dying. Fill me up, PLEASE!? To drain me out, I'm on my knees, My pain has no doubt, about the lies. Behind the truth, Of evil eyes, And skin so smooth. Don't forget to tighten my noose, Don't you dare leave it loose! Make it painless, make it quick, Make me feel like I am sick! Cut me open and drink me up, Lock my heart inside you cup, Oh please, PLEASE!! finish me, I have nothing left to be. I tried to remain belligerent, I just didn't want to know. But all this time your hints, Seized to glimmer me a show. Alas my angel, I must say goodbye. Intangible, I've already died.