It Has Been Said

oh I am angry angry that I am still here angry that you did not do what I prayed to you for. I prayed to you to end my life,take it and deliver me to her for it's where I want and need to be. but no...youre will be done,youre purpose for me is what? do absorb more pain to endure this world more?has it not been enough even for you? end this path,this journey you have me on. what is so important that you still have me here? what is more important than the loss I have suffered,more important than the love I have lost more important than all my sacerfice for her that I would do all over again just so I can be with her. have I not been through enough? what could be so important to you that you will not end my life and take me from this insane world. I know you listen to me,I know you do.