Is This Confusion?

"So are you guys going out now?" Was the first thing she said to me No, I don't know if I ever would go out with him, it might ruin our friendship But I cannot deny having feelings stirred They no longer sit still, just lying around like the movie tickets in my bathroom But only me and the tickets know that secret The black silk that confines my wirst are not strong enough for this They will never know the secret But yet i still ask myself, what is the point in getting feelings hurt? Why with her.... Why not with the one you first loved? But what is the difference? One cannot be trusted Words are not as strong as the heart Written March 24, 2008