Is It Going To Be Like This!

Feels as if I'm giving up to fast But GOD keep saying "hold on Kim you can last" Emotions killing me to know my on didn't want me After I tried to be the best I can be Instead of trying to fill strong I keep getting weak and weaker It's not suppose bother me, she's the one that's wrong I'm trying to be better and get strong I feel how can I go on with knowing my on can't even stand being around me Or don't even care for me So is this the way it's going to be?