Invisible Friend

Walking along around the lake laughing, smiling, Must be nice to have a confident, who doesn't judge, All you need is a listening ear, and Kleenex in case you Are brought to tears, Oh how nice it must be to have that luxury. Everyone has a friend, a co worker , sister, best friend, to spend tears with th email, There must be something wrong with then, cause Lord knows I have tried, all I get is an empty Chair and an back turned my way. I guess I will have to do with my invisible friend, Will that suffice needs? My depression is with me all the time, it doesn't go away, at least my tears won't go unnoticed, my loneliness is always with me, I guess I am not alone after all. So here I sit alone around the lake, hearing the sounds of nature, maybe the ducks will keep me company, my invisible friend will never leave me, after all, isn't your shadow always with you? Maybe it won't mind if I choose to jump in the lake, because I'm so so tired of trying to please people who turn their back, I want to disappear and never come back!! Where is my invisible friend right now? I have a cold tired hand that needs to be held... Going, Going, Going, Sorry friend, it's too late, My breath has stopped, I have drowned in my own tears....