Invisible

i feel light & lonely, insubstantial everything stands shattered now broken yet perfected my deepest shadows guiding me, say nothing stays the same i see the world go by with smiles & wonder how it feels to be the ones with bright faces & sunlight on your heels spend my days in desperation quiet yet sincere no one seems to notice though i stand so near perhaps i am a secret the kind that no one hears locked in silence or hidden in screaming so the words remain unclear i dreamt that i was fading & the world went on the same how tempting to forget what i am or that i ever was if hearts go unscarred by this disappearance what proof remains that i was ever here?