Insomniac!

Its 3 O'clock in the night- Or morning should I say, Oh gosh why my eyes & sleep fight? Can't it just come and stay. I fear the darkness and its hollowness, Once I was a sleeping angel; Now getting driven into the shallowness- I think about the imminent danger, Failing to understand, What is it that bothers me? I can't stand nor can I flee; My pain I can no longer withstand, Day by day I turn into a wreck, Want to scream and yell my plight; Alas but I find no one in sight, My voice reverts and finally breaks. Nobody has a clue; Of what i go through- Or maybe nobody knew; And none is there to rescue! Slowly i have learned to live with this; Falling daily into the deep abyss; I know something is deeply wrong; But don't know how far it will go and how long!