Inside My Heart

Words cannot express my heart And how I hurt And what I feel It does not show the tears It does not paint the picture It does not show my soul It shows a path A small part To the inside But not the whole picture It shows a small shadow of the truth I am in a hole Where love is so confused I am lost in the depths of my own shame I love all those that placed a mark on my heart And I can't let go to the experience I sink further and further Losing myself more and more each day I fall further and sadness overwhelmes me and ruines the day I can't find happiness in the simple kind I am overwhelmed in fear I give up so easily and regret what I have and say good bye before happily ever after can make a chance because love is just a mistake that I don't know how to live with.