Inside I Shout

Inside I Shout To the tune of: [Bleed it Out by Linkin Park] Yeah, here we go for the hundredth time, I'm deep inside my twisted mind, I can't defeat what's grown inside, Festered like my need to lie. In my head, I retreat, I see your face and know defeat. Desperate now a hand I seek, To pull me from the deepest sea. Anyone can stop and stare, You won't see 'motions anywhere, But I still am so deep in there, Anyways, don't think you'd care Yeah, no one sees the sin, I'm back in the abyss again, But not for long, that I swear, Just have to keep the demons in. Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, no, push it away, Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, gotta find my own way, Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, gotta go my own way, Gonna show me some pain? No don't show any pain Inside I shout. Forced, are my words, "I'm sorry babe, I know it hurts, But here, sit inside this hearse." I inherited your curse. Looking back I hope you see, What it is you've done to me, Though I know you had to leave; I don't blame you, Doomed were we. I, couldn't see your eyes. We both told our fair share of lies. Half the words don't mean a thing, But you know I had to try. I'll die, 'fore the demons win, And while I'm glad I let you in, I'm back in the abyss again, Just have to keep the demons in. Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, no, push it away, Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, gotta find my own way, Inside I shout, Slipping deeper, gotta go my own way, Gonna show me some pain? No don't show any pain Inside I shout, I hope you know I'm fine, I don't need your love. Don't take this as a sign. "Forwards never back"