Insecure

I feel I'm being judged I asked for help, rsised my hand I opened up a little but they don' t understand wish I stayed in silence wish no one knew don' t know who I can trust who I can talk to they think its for attention but I do it cause I deserve the anger and hatred I feel I cannot seem to swerve filling in their own blanks telling me I'm unstable everything I do to get better I'm told I'm stupid and unable I put my trust in people more hassle is all I've got talking about me, saying things I wish they would not!!