Inner Thoughts

As I lay here awake my head is still reeling It’s hard to describe just what I am feeling I look into my heart and think why it is so It can be quite hard sometimes to let it go I am thinking now how my mind spins Life takes a hold and no one wins Deep dark thoughts drifting through I know its depression and that won’t do Nothing hurts as much as life itself Gaining from past conquests and wealth Years gone by and a future yet to be Who knows what is in store for me My feelings lift and the cloud disperses My heart is now filled with songs and verses Sunshine fills my body with pleasure My life is a real and wonderful treasure Situations that make me smile or cry Who am I to question why? Just listening to my feelings inside That’s where my thoughts stay and hide