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Still lying to myself that I did right But I can't continue the lie nor the fight, I'm in conflict with myself for feeling That I deserve all of my suffering. Your absence is a dire weight on my soul, An unbearable feeling impeding my goal, To be happy when you're not around, To forget how all your songs sound. I set myself up to an impossible existence, Pushing you out of my life through sheer insistence Without even hearing you out and giving you a chance, In your soul and memory I'll forever be stuck in a trance.