In Want: Into the Muck of Your Desire

Jesus... You died for our sins... Save us... Our hope do thins... From deep down within, I can't live without you, abiding by my side I'm a dolphin without his fin I can't believe you are an ocean so wide Your thoughtless talking Got me running and walking Our reflection of cyber-sensation is not genuine You're playing with my feelings and head now...that's mean... Where have you been? I have lost you...once again... How can I forgive you, boo, When we can't see face to face? Searching all over for you too Am I just this overwhelming disgrace? Oh, What now? Ah, now what? You have taken me on levels of frustration...I weep sleep in awake agitation Watching the process of abuse over the years Shallow swimmer, shadows out if the closet of velvet hesitation You and I together drives me in bittersweet tears In instant return, I get your rejection reflection I internally burn Not involved in your life of successful intervention.... Oh no, not anymore... Hurt alone to the core... I shed my blood of hate for our love on my own And, in your eyes, I'm a pitiful fool and the aftershocks of your actions had made it known and let it be shown...I don't care, I'd rather bleed in the inside alone... Alone, I will probably be... Not alone, you're so free... Your emotions cure my negativity Your words mean so much in mere reality I watch you disappear into the muck of your desire I smell your presence in and out of me like Satan's fire Possessed by my possession You are my possession obsession Poetically positive that you love me continually Effective and significant our relationship was eventually Don't reject my reflection Don't reflect my rejection