In Want: Haven Honesty

Secrets beneath the skin... I was beaten down by lust sin Camouflaging with the resemblance of rejection reflection If you cared for me, you'd run away with another love...that love you're adorned with with affection and you earned your acception Your thoughtless talking Got me running and walking Our reflection of cyber-sensation is not genuine You're playing with my feelings and head now...that's mean... Where have you been? I have lost you...once again... How can I forgive you, boo, When we can't see face to face? Searching all over for you too Am I just this overwhelming disgrace? Oh, What now? Ah, now what? You have taken me on levels of frustration...I weep sleep in awake agitation Watching the process of abuse over the years Shallow swimmer, shadows out if the closet of velvet hesitation You and I together drives me in bittersweet tears In instant return, I get your rejection reflection I internally burn Not involved in your life of successful intervention.... Oh no, not anymore... Hurt alone to the core... I shed my blood of hate for our love on my own And, in your eyes, I'm a pitiful fool and the aftershocks of your actions had made it known and let it be shown...I don't care, I'd rather bleed in the inside alone... Alone, I will probably be... Not alone, you're so free... I will never know The pain I put your through You raise a brow Because the rain of radiance and haven honesty and the mystery of it left us blue I made it crystal clear...you did too I fear That I love you, despite your downfalls Fixated on freefalls up in here, down in here I admit it...with gritted teeth...you broke me like the Jericho walls