In These Shoes of Sulk

In the fry oil of your frustration, You've turned into someone stranger than fiction, by your callous action A heartless love affair had it your way and I was having a good day Until you and I were led astray by disarray and disapproved yay My...heart...is...torn...apart... The moment you and I decide to depart My...heart...is...torn...apart... The silly words you say had no heart My...heart...is in pieces because of your teasing Because of the greasy things you say...unappealing You expect me to accept you Old enough to earn respect too My young heart was innocent from the start You were passing in the isles of my Walmart Searching over me for any hints of vanity Realizing that you can read through me possibly Enough with your sanity, with your fatality Pleased to see you stay a while, even if we both make it in the long run Whimpering like a lost, orphan child Enjoyed to hear your voice in my ear with a slight smile...we be having fun Carved on your volcanic face, oh so wild Where have you been all my foolish life? Where were you in the wake of awful strife? Bittersweet, discreet shame embraced me Don't leave me now...feeling eager, ecstatic envy Save me from the wave of unwavering cravings My heart is torn apart in pieces, receiving black mailings I'm the freak of nature by your side I'm going insane, for you aren't truly mine when you hide and subside Take me to my heavenly haven abode, Not to your hell freeway road...your sarcastic, sinister ode Sugar-coated sham, an enraged ram Breaks my bones of bravery I'm ready for anything, oh oh yes I am Pump up the volume of my vitality Step it off with your extreme creativity... Use it wisely Muse it precisely You cut me in slices and threw me into the hot oil I only wanted to feed the spoil by taking them out to In 'n Out I toil in my grief when you deceived me with brief relief to water down my soil What about you pour a sun on me for an instant without a doubt Water me down with remedies of radiance and I performed my lovely merry dance It doesn't matter anymore, you don't mind my hurt, it's not of any single significance I miss you, but of course there's nothing new, woohoo I'm unhappy because you're not all that......satisfied Nervous breakdowns awfully through and through I'm snappy because I'm, you know, Jackal and Hyde Show respect and display me in the jar of your cranium and your yucky livers of under above love In a bit, I will taste the intriguing aftertastes of your encouraging embarrassment I've sympathized as I fluttered away like a crowdove The tiger got out of the cage of rage Oh great, we are on the same old page I ended up losing it all when I made my-my leave I don't wanna live without you as I...g-grieve I got your back and I'm taking sides now I'm like Bella, picking Edward instead of Jacob Somehow, you've got me attached to you, wow I don't have a job as of now, so I sit here and...s-sob That's what it's like in my shoes of sulk It comes in a package that is of big bulk