In the Quietness of My Silence

All by myself again; alone with my thoughts that are dancing forward and backwards in my mind of things and events of the past-mistakes I have made; regrets, decisions favorable; unfavorable; joys, sorrows, pains, and hurts- wondering how my life might have been different If....................... Oh! What futile ness in the quietness of my silence! What's the use in looking back though? What can I change? What's done is done! And so......... Of the wrongs, I repent; I turn; I leave it behind! I change my posture; I shake off the shackles; I press forward to move on to the greater, the more enhanceable- that which will lead me to a more prosperous, happier, rewarding place and space in time-- To a life in the present that is worthwhile and fulfilling. A life of love, peace, joy and genuine happiness. A life where every need is met in abunance with whole baskets left over to share with others who are in need; and my desires are granted in immeasurable quantities according to the Creator's perfect will and purpose for my life. The present where I am whole in spirit, mind, and body; in thought, word, and deed; a place where all things are made to work together for my complete and ultimate good; a place where love rules and reigns without dissimulation; a place of no pretense, no guile, and no deceit; a place of power, of wisdom and a sound, sober mind, uninhibited by foreign, outside agents that create a psuedo- sense of genuine sublimity; a place of perpetual ecstacy-a life of bliss. A life of balance. A life of truly living not just existing; not merely surviving but a life of more than enough. A life of no lack. A life of increase spiritually, mentally, physically and financially elevated to the maximum power of ten to the tenth power----- Thus making my future bright, sensational, successful and dominated with and in immeasurable blessings that make me and others around me rich, adding no sorrow with it, for I am blessed and blessed indeed so that I might be a blessing and a blessing indeed to others to the Glory of All Mighty God.