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In my grave

A weak shout louder than a gun shot
Out of a mouth full of depressed misery and dead emotions
A walk to infinity
A search for the light in a place so bright, yet so dark
Between sun light and dawn
Where birds sing for roses

Away in distance
Where destiny lead my way

It's going to be okay
Last words my ears choose to hear
To relieve the pain in my heart
Darkness filled my eyes
Don't try to make it shine
I smell the end
I feel the tears of grief drowning me alive

I lay down in my coffin
Under the soil
In the freezing ground
Isolated from all around
No need to make a sound
Or wear the mask that hides what's beneath

Surrounded with woods
beneath the ground just as I was
Tossed as a stone
Like a leaf fallen from an autumn tree into a lake so deep
With my skinless skull and wrist bones where cuts of regret cant be seen

I lay In my cave
In my only home
With my only friend
My rival my enemy
I can't let go...

Thoughts rushing into my mind
Bursting in and out
Words I never thought I'd speak
Words my tongue never dares to say I know how it feels
Now after I'm gone

My lips are fading
My soul is drowning
My body is decaying 

I reach the limit
Where heart beats doesn't matter
Where I can't breathe the air
Where my only road is to hell
I'll bathe in fire from this day and forever

Never made you proud
Forgive me and make it better

Two roses laid on my grave
Endless time passes as the sun goes by
Nothing stirs 
Pure melody in silence
A selfish wind blows taking with it one 
and there goes one in vain dropping it to far away
I gaze through emptiness
Waiting for my eternal time to end
For my angel to appear
And save my weeping spirit from my sins
Which have become my reality...

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  1. Date: 11/28/2011 3:27:00 PM
    A very deep poem! Excellent choice of words. Do read some of my poems :)

  1. Date: 10/13/2010 4:02:00 PM
    pure despair...sigh...hope you feel better. Light & Love

  1. Date: 10/5/2009 5:13:00 AM
    Very deep and moving write, Nesma. The imagery is dark and vivd in this emotion packed poetry. Excellent, creatve write. Love, Robin

  1. Date: 9/30/2009 2:25:00 PM
    Your are too emotional.Pls don`t soak ur mind on such tots.Amazing poetry all the same.

  1. Date: 5/7/2009 2:20:00 PM
    amazing touching yet grabs you and makes you read on you are in touch with your feelings thats where its at keep feeling keep writing