In Bittersweet Admiration

I'm in admiration I adore thee your an infatuation that's healthy I can't breathe when your around my chest tightens your magic I've found could inspire death to a fire I'm walled up like a dove, in love floating on a cloud above I'll come down when I calm down you still perfection makes no sound to guide me in I come hard crashing stupid cupid somewhere off laughing because he can never get no satisfaction In helplessness I can't help this steel willed love bliss as you dismiss I already knew my chance was slim inside my own self I stay walled in and talk to no one I feel defeat but this loss was bittersweet I adore your lore as I fall more Into admiration worth dying for I learn so much this whole love game sometimes pure luck I don't entice you I can now see I fell in so hard the ground freed me