I'M Waiting

I'm waiting waiting for it to finally hit me waiting for it to finally sink in waiting for the right time to just give up and give in I'm waiting waiting for the time to let go waiting for the time I have to say goodbye waiting for my tears to surcome and let myself cry I'm waiting waiting to let my heart know the truth waiting here for however long it takes waiting to be ready when my heart breaks All this time I've been waiting waiting for myself to wake up waiting for myself to catch reality when the whole time I really just want you back with this family I miss you more than words can say I hate that everything ended this way That's why I've been waiting waiting for you to come back waiting for you to make us laugh waiting this whole time to some how let go waiting for the time to let you know I'm waiting waiting to walk down that isle waiting to look beside me waiting to hurt at the fact that you can't help me