I'M Void

I shouldn't be here today, my plans got derailed. So now I sit, eat and do nothing. I'm a huge void. People talk, I smile and I say yes I'm doing good. All the while I want to say screw you and leave me alone. I feel like a baby now, being watched over, people scared to even let me pee But when this started, when the signs were there, no one cared.