I'M Sorry I'M Sorry

I try and I try But I can't catch a break I cry and I cry For time lost its too late I think and I think But I can't find a way I blink and I blink Dripping tears down my face I scream and I scream For the pain to be gone I dream and I dream Of this battle it's long I work and I work To be part of your life I hurt and I hurt Wanting to be by your side I fail and I fail Are the feelings I have I tell and I tell Myself I'm a bad dad I choke and I choke Wishing that's not the truth I hope and i hope You see how much I love you I shove and I shove Away the hurt that I have I love and I love You to the moon and back Written 12-29-18 Dedicated to my son Noah. The best son a dad could ask for. This is my most personal and vunerabal peice I've written. Also a message to single dad's. It's hard but don't ever give up. A bond between a child and father is unbreakable.