I'M Sorry

I'm sorry For all the words that I said When I claimed I wanted you dead This runs through my head I want to be dead I'm sorry For all the things I did All my scars I hid How you I tried to get rid I acted like a kid I'm sorry For the lies I told The grudge I tried to hold How I pushed and pushed 'til you did fold I never meant to be so cold I'm sorry For denying your love As you called gentle as a dove I answered with push and shove When the truth.. I don't feel worthy to be your belove I'm sorry More than you will ever know For I have to go And follow the crow Straight into the White Glow I will always love you, even from the other side.