Im Sorry

I'm sorry for giving you a scare, With all of my drawings and writing, But when she died I was aware, That hatred was so inviting.  I hated god for taking her,  And I know she's with us now, But I think my thoughts exactally were, Getting back at god somehow.  So I wrote about being bad, I wrote things that are mean, I wrote things that are sad,  And everything in between.  Those poems i wrote are how I feel, I need to let them out, It's not really a big deal, And now you know what theyre about.