I'M At C

I can't imagine, I don't know If your heart is bleeding hurt; Or are you carefree laughing? Thought you'd abort And leave me grabbing, For a ledge Just on the edge Of oblivion, Most precise Division, fission, scission, In so little concise; But if you are happy I sincerely hope you are merry, This is not meant to be sappy Of this happening I was weary, Speeding on a highway all along We sang a song, So out of tune That the end came soon, Yet earlier than expected Like a spy you defected, So I hope you've forgotten me Because if time with you ended in Z I'm at C, Almost back to my beginning Soon we'll both be winning, But I'll never forget you If I could I'd hold my breath, Till in the face I am blue Take your memories to my death, If you didn't, now you know...