I'M a Million Miles Away

she says I love you but I'm a million miles away having thoughts of another the one with misty grey eyes long brown hair velvet skin and a touch of wickedness that I can not resist she is with me always in my dreams and when I'm awake I'm holding my lover after the passion but I'd rather be holding another my lover she so good to me always there I can feel the love she has for me it seems to grip me but I can't let go of another love in secret we still meet my ex-girl and I casting spells upon one another making love in rooms we rent for a few hours finding happiness during the embrace of passion we are one she always whispers we are soulmates in my ear it always hits me like a punch taking my breath away my lover is sleeping now and I'm a million miles away having thoughts of another how did it ever become like this I tried to let go now like my father hurt my mother I'll bring suffering to this woman now as she sleeps I silently cry at what I've done I'll wake up tomorrow feeling down knowing what I must do I'll make my confession of when I'm a million miles away