Illogical

It isn't like a movie replaying Those hardly do I simply remember the emotion But this does Like scenes I want to cast It floats through my head in day and night Causing me to seem to stare into the abyss To space out at the oddest of time It's an odd feeling Like I'm attached, a part of someone else Like my head should'nt take charge It is irrational and illogical Something I have never been Maybe I understand just a little bit It taking over, confusing me Its overtaking, overwhelming me But I should fight My rational mind sees its end Its inevitable and heartbreaking end It's just like before Tears for inevitable heartbreaks Like all my love stories are impossible And end in the same way So I want to look forward To a love that isn't any of the above conflicting, impossible and heartbreaking This is me while I'm still sensible Who knows what's gonna happen when tomorrow comes