I'Ll Make the Promise Come True

I am trying really hard to be strong......but ,i feel like I'm stranger in my own home..... Trapped between walls with silent screams....It's such a painful thing, it's harder than what it seems.... I wish I can hear you, see you and hold you tight...I wish I get don from all the fight.... Even if I talked they won't hear my voice...they don't care or give a damn about my choice.... If I can't have you then I don't wanna live anymore....I'll make the promise come true, the one we made before.... The only way to be far is to die...if we're not together on earth then pharhapss in the sky..... You've promised me that nothing will put us away from each other except death and that's what I'll do.... If you don't believe me, then watch me while I prove it to them, while I prove it to you..... Your the one that I love and no one else....and that will never change, even if they took my heart out of my chest....