If Only You Really Knew

I cant go and I can't leave I'm sadly broken from within between I know that I probably should go but every time my heart keeps telling me, "no!" you've changed so much, and you've lost your light, now your filled with anger and spite. you've stolen my happiness and my pride you call me names and watch me cry all my tears, sinking into all my fears. you sit back and laugh with all the guys joking like my misery is your biggest prize when I met you , you were something so special, something that shined like a ruby or crystal. now your dull you should be ashamed, your a little boy , you will never change. god will give back what you've been giving take this as a lesson in life's finer living. kindness and compassion can go a long way maybe you should remember that, it could help you out some day :) This is actually a song that I wrote, Hope you enjoy! :) With Love,