If Only I Knew

IF ONLY I KNEW colud i have let you so go with out turning around i came i form of a prilgrimage and saw turents wanting to crumbling me to fall then the LORD said it is a test and u must come back to me without altering this was a chellenge who will believe me against all odds I must stand how would i THEN there was a develpoment A development i say A breeze from no where where shall i go left right or shall i just stay here doing what GOD am cold cant i just stay here my LORD doing what why dont u just help me im in anguish,with no one to help,trust,and stand on yet am cold what do i do and there came a voice ,unrecogniceable a voice so sweet but never seen a voice masculine and romancticly biult he came,the strengtht came,fevour came form where i do not know is it from GOD. my god my love are u here whit me i believe u and here i have come to rest in your bossom