If Only

I've got eyes wide open like candlelight But I can't tame the fire in my eyes. my mind is a jigsaw and you keep throwing in pieces I don't have the time to put them together now. I'm too tired to go to sleep my eyes are burning, my thoughts are in overdrive I want to dream, but when I close my eyes I will think of you I breathe in stale air to an angry throat and song lyrics twist around the jigsaw pieces, coating them in a sweet blanket of confusion and self pity. Oh why can't everything be pretty.