If I Know

It's been a nice feeling that you have someone to talk to To poke, to feel that you are not alone, To laugh with, you know that someone is you call a weird guy Everything you put in there is all in the mind.. It's crazier to think that you build relationship without walls It's about feelings of wanderings, confusion, grab on, emotions of where? Where am I heading? Why I've been like this? If I know.. this could be so hard.. If I know.. I can't be with him If I know.. chances are missing If I know.. who am gonna fight for? If I know we can't be in real.. Everything I put in there..was like filling an icing without cake Was like writing something in a blank sheet of paper and you don't know what to write and to think It's just there.. To hold on someone's feeling Like threads broke Causing consequential happenings In the most toughest situations..