If I Could

If I could just, fly away, come back another day, Reminisce good memories, instead of wanting to float away I'm living today, cause what if tomorrow doesn't come? What if I didn't feel this pain, and my pen wasn't my gun And just, shoot this paper evertime I wanna unload my clip, Cause this paper is my target and I live with my pen strapped to my hip My mind is my holster and I unbuckle it when I'm ready, Fully automatic thoughts unload, and the stream of bullets is steady I wish people would never step to me, cause I wanna explode My brain is about to crash, so they laugh, like it's a joke, They're mediocre, and their hate is only giving me exposure, But I'm writing, and with every line, I'm still getting a little closer Cause this is miniscule, the majority of these people dont even know me, There's a minority of people I could actually call my "homies" I'm moving slowly, try to catch up and don't get lost, These words will guide you like a map, or trip you and hit you with rocks