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... and so if were I to die today, their is nothing that I would rather have more of in my heart, than that of the Lords Forgiveness, and if through His Mercy, I were to have the opportunity to live again today, a more fulfilling life, then their is nothing, that I would want to share more of with another, than the Healing Power, of His Saving Grace, and if through His Goodness, I were to have it all today, I would want nothing less than this, an abundance of His Love, and the Character of His Compassion, as I would want it to remain to be as well for all one everlasting the Perpetuation of His Peace, and if were their to be anything I could give for Him and give for another, I tell you that if I had my way, I would just have to give, yes, just give it all away, and so in the event of this my souls submission, if when to be shown the Goodness, of God's Mercy, Forgiveness, and Grace, I were to be granted and have these ever pertinent and ever so, invaluable treasures, placed in my care and protection, then through this acknowledgment and ever greater honor, and through the virtue so sewn by way of their life sustaining power, then upon the awakening of this slumbering hearts souls admission, I would be so compelled to never move to barry them, again, as moreover and so moved would I be, to bestow them in their truest nature and always by way of the way they were so given to me, as openly, and as freely, and for the better good, of His Glory, and so forever and for the souls security of another, so as well they would come to know for themselves, the very fervor to be found in the pleasure, and company, of His Peace ...