I Write

My writings my best When I'm feeling my worst So I, Get my pen and my pad And put my pain n my verse This is real talk There's no need to rehearse I got to get it out, before I burst So I write At any given moment I could snap I could go completely off And lose my ever lasting mind Because I'm here Here in a place where I'm being smothered by my tears So I ask myself What do I do What do I do, when the pain that I feel so thick That I can hardly breathe, and I can't think straight, What do I do when there's no light at the end of the tunnel When it feels like the walls Around me are closing in, and closing in, and closing in On me So tight that the world As I know it Is falling apart all around me Where my normal thinking is not rational my perception is not only what I think I see But it’s an reality Being motivated by multiple personalities STOP LAUGHING AT ME, THIS IS NOT A JOKE NAW, I AIN'T LAUGHING OR EVEN SMILING THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE INSIDE ARE SO REAL, THE VOICES ARE GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER AND MY EMOTIONS ARE CONFUSED AND THE PRESSURES JUST KEEP PILING AND PILING NO, NO DOC YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE FOR REAL SO I'LL SAY SCREW YOU AND YOUR PILLS I'll just stick to writing!