I Wonder

I always wonder if I wasn’t here, Would anyone miss me? It’s a little unclear. What could I change so I would be seen? I know when I speak no one cares what I mean. I bet that if I would just go away, All would feel better; And happier I’d say. I’ve never been able to draw in good friends, There's something about me, mixed messages I send. I don’t need to wonder if I wasn't here, I wouldn’t be missed, That’s painfully clear.