I Woke Up

I went to bed, wished I was dead. But as usual woke up instead. So here I am to carry on. Having to face another dawn. I know some of you have contempt. For me when fate is what I tempt. And then there's some who understand. That this is not what we had planned. The world don't spin the same for some. Some never question, some say how come. A self induced sense of disdain. A false truth of endless pain. Why would someone behave this way. When no one believes what you say. They look at you with hopelessness. As you continue to regress.