I Wish I Was Never Single

I don't want to spend the rest of my life without a soul mate. I don't want to be single for the rest of my so-called "miserable life." There's no way that this special someone could've been taken away by one of the random guys. When I look at every couple I see, it makes me wish that I had a real girlfriend and a brand new social status. Being single is like being held back a year in middle school or worse. Being single also stinks. Is there something I should do to not just end my single life, but ease my pain, as well? I can't stand being lonely, I can't stand being a dateless loser, and I can't bear to watch these couples rubbing their love right in my face. It makes me sad and sick just to see it. so if I don't save myself from a lot of misery and end my life as a single human being, I'm going to lose it. I love my life, but my loneliness and my pain have got to stop.