I Will Never Love Again

I am a fighter I don’t need anyone else I sing a song all alone From start to end What need is there for someone in my life For someone else to take hold of my heart My precious heart and claw it apart With claws I was never able to notice When did you grow claws I will think As my I sink into the deeps of the darkness Regretting and being consumed by all of my mistakes I made a mistake to love once It wont happen again So who do you think you are Your not my type To calm To kind And too innocent To safe I cant like you Some people are simply meant to make an appearance in your life And others are meant to stay a lifetime I can tell right off the bat That you will be an appearance I know this with all of my heart So why do I keep thinking this to myself repeatedly You haunt me in my own mind Why I don’t understand “You must love him” someone says to me And I dismiss the thought with a burning rage How could she question that I , that I Me could love someone I will not love him I cant I hate the sweet way he calls my name And I hate his hearty laugh I especially hate his long soft curls that entangles my fingers I hate the way my heart pounds at the sight of him I hate how sick the thought of being away too long makes me I hate when he holds me and we lie together in the hot grass So long that we begin to breath at the same pace I hate that he stalks me in my own mind I hate that I miss him And I especially hate that I am wondering if he Is wondering about me right now