I Wasn'T Worth It

I guess I should stop wasting my breath Considering how little I have left And considering I gave every breath I had to you And I still wasn’t good enough. Maybe I am stupid and a waste of space Well then thanks for being honest And thanks for taking everything I had I guess I should learn not to pawn it. You put me down and drag me ‘round Through the same obstacle course I’ve hit every snag and bump And now my voice growing horse, I say to you: You didn’t think I was worth it. You told me so. I wasn’t worth your time or anything Well then why did you have to lie? You could’ve saved me the heartache And told me I wasn’t worth it from the start It’d save a few tears but I’d still cry. You told me, in your own words. None of this was worth it If I wasn’t worth an hour, then what am I worth? I was worth nothing, while to me you were my earth. I thought you were so much better than me And I worshiped you and the ground you walked on When you let me in, I wanted to stay so desperately But maybe you were a coward who didn’t want to risk your heart So maybe I should learn to be more like you. And then maybe I’d be worth it. Just know I'll never run out of words to say to you.