I Want To Be a Beauty

im tired of thinking im ugly, i want to see what what he sees, and maybe i'll see it, he says he sees the beauty, in the mirror, I see ugly im tired of hiding, im tired of this ugly negativity, I want to say im beautiful, but i cant, my mind wont let me. In my head, Im ugly I cant tell anyone how I truely feel, maybe they wont see it, maybe they wont see the beauty i see inside my heart and mind, maybe my mind is wrong or is it right, Im not, maybe I am, but I want to, I want to be beautiful...